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I'm exhausted and stressed out. I wanna go out for a movie or shopping so that i could release my tension . What i've been through? A LOT !! Especially when i keep thinking about my work. New staff just came last week. I had to teach her many things. She seemed kinda blur. When i teach her, she never take any notes till i get angry.. and what did i told her? Ahha. Don't waste my time if u don't show yr effort to learn. I don't care!! If she still blur until ellis test her right after her on leave.. Ellis is going to kill me, I'm tellin ya. I'm going to be supervisor and they will test me for a month. They will give the answer that i've been waiting for a month on march. OMG!! i'm totally scared. I don't care this is the job that i've always wanted since i was 19? i guess.. urghh never thought it could be this hard. It's not that hard but stress.. yaa.. so i have to show them that i can do it. superb tension! I wanna be single. I think i can handle that. Even though i'll get lonely but that doesn't mean i'll get lonely all the time.. right? I can hang out with my frnds and all. But i wanna concentrate on my work. I'm sorry b.. I just cant accept the way u are right now. I wish i could stay far away from u. Just go find another girl okay. B ada je kwn perempuan baru. I'm sick of u. It's not that im jealous or anything. It's like i been used. B suh topup and i did.. i found out u sms with another girls. and so what for? what for i waste my money b? yes i did call one of his friend.. but i did it for our sake. omg.. can u see it? Da sampai ipoh pun nk bagithu ke? even i dgn my ex pun tak mcm tu eventhough we still keep in touch. and u know that!! b pun tahu dgn sape ayg sms kan? argh!! .. ok yg tu i tak kisah la dia nk bgthu dia kat ipoh ke kat mana ke but u lied b... u told me that u never sms with another girl.. and tengok skarang? i mean like watta hell.. eyda? julia? hana? nor farahin? who else? byk ok.. too many to list. Mls da nk fkir.. and that's why i kept asking for a break up. Tak bosan ke weh? G la kat one of those girl. I dont give a fuck. b.. dnt u ever say u love me if u dnt mean it. 3 years b.. and i'm done. shit ar oh. just leave me alone. I wanna be alone.