Single

i brokle up with bad yesterday, dated 18th may 2010. he agreed and i agreed so we both agreed that we are not couple anymore. Gladly, cs being with him is like being with someone tht i barely knw... not tht i dun knw or anything...it was like.... i dunno how to say this.... but i felt difrnt.... before this he was so nice to me but not after 2 years... well fuck him... im happy being single now... and yes yes yes... ths is wht im waiting for... finally!!!!!

Work

I'm exhausted and stressed out. I wanna go out for a movie or shopping so that i could release my tension . What i've been through? A LOT !! Especially when i keep thinking about my work. New staff just came last week. I had to teach her many things. She seemed kinda blur. When i teach her, she never take any notes till i get angry.. and what did i told her? Ahha. Don't waste my time if u don't show yr effort to learn. I don't care!! If she still blur until ellis test her right after her on leave.. Ellis is going to kill me, I'm tellin ya. I'm going to be supervisor and they will test me for a month. They will give the answer that i've been waiting for a month on march. OMG!! i'm totally scared. I don't care this is the job that i've always wanted since i was 19? i guess.. urghh never thought it could be this hard. It's not that hard but stress.. yaa.. so i have to show them that i can do it. superb tension! I wanna be single. I think i can handle that. Even though i'll get lonely but that doesn't mean i'll get lonely all the time.. right? I can hang out with my frnds and all. But i wanna concentrate on my work. I'm sorry b.. I just cant accept the way u are right now. I wish i could stay far away from u. Just go find another girl okay. B ada je kwn perempuan baru. I'm sick of u. It's not that im jealous or anything. It's like i been used. B suh topup and i did.. i found out u sms with another girls. and so what for? what for i waste my money b? yes i did call one of his friend.. but i did it for our sake. omg.. can u see it? Da sampai ipoh pun nk bagithu ke? even i dgn my ex pun tak mcm tu eventhough we still keep in touch. and u know that!! b pun tahu dgn sape ayg sms kan? argh!! .. ok yg tu i tak kisah la dia nk bgthu dia kat ipoh ke kat mana ke but u lied b... u told me that u never sms with another girl.. and tengok skarang? i mean like watta hell.. eyda? julia? hana? nor farahin? who else? byk ok.. too many to list. Mls da nk fkir.. and that's why i kept asking for a break up. Tak bosan ke weh? G la kat one of those girl. I dont give a fuck. b.. dnt u ever say u love me if u dnt mean it. 3 years b.. and i'm done. shit ar oh. just leave me alone. I wanna be alone.

title

i kept thinking why did i use my blog name wasntagoodgirlfriendatall. well i know. yes i know of course, clearly this is my blog. pfft. so anyways, i've always been bad. not good not an angel. nada. i never love myself i never care what i feel. what i do care and love was one and only guy named bad. i was to caring about him till i lost my way. now not anymore. i wont give 100% of anything!! i wont. route to hell. dare me. he kept asking for a topup. thought of sms'ing' with me but i found out someone else. no no dont worry. aku tak risau la. i never will. im used to it. she told me that she has a 'bf' which is that is not what i saw on her profile that shown status=single. what a lame. she thinks im a stupidity. continue later. my mom bising

ting!!!

well let's just skip the part where i was about to tell u what happened on previous blog(over you).hahaha.it's 3 in the morning. i have no idea why i couldn't sleep. i'm exhausted, obviously. been traveling a lot of places these few days. work matter. i'm just so tired . wish i could sleep right now. esok keje pagi!!! kanasai! i'm such a dummy lately, how can i trust someone that i used to trust before? namsayin? walaweh. i've made a hugeeeeeeee mistake. gladly i didn't make it even worst. should have just say no to him. pfft. whatever. he's not my type anyway, i guess he's nobody's type. kahkahkah, wtf? crappingg!! boy he is such an ass u see. i never thought a guy like him u know who looks innocent, fun to be with and sooo kind, so charm, so bla bla bla could tored woman's heart and shreded into tiny pieces and in the end turned out to be dust. sumpah kasihan oh. ish. he'll text whenever he feels like to,and i'm one of his victims too. bodo la aku ni. tapi nasib baik la he asked me to ....... (tak boleh bgthu) then i said i cant. Allah saved me. Alhamdulillah. because on the next day when i text him(thought of lepak with him) he's with someone that i barely knew but i know who she is la, ofcourse. im too desperate to hang out with someone that night. so lantak la. asal kn aku tak ulang balik silap yg aku pnah buat kn?cus if i did then i find out he will hang out with another girl next day.lagi cilake rasenya!bila aku nk tido ni?malowahhh. huwaaaaa aw non liao!wanni thamngan thon chaw kaw mong keng!hew kaw & aw non...oh pai hong nam kon. hahaha that is thai language means (nak tido da!harini keje pagi kul 9.30!lapar & nak tido..oh nk g toilet dulu!hahaha so latisawat(good night) oh sorry it's morning (sawadee thon chaw). off to bed. ciao!

over you

im not in the mood to talk in english cakap melayu je la.nk taip pun mls.nk citer pun mls.everythng mls.sbb xde mood punya pasal.so nnt je la ckp.gila da ni.bye

piex.

leave me alone ok.you've hurt my heart so damn bad.kau bestfriend aku weh.aku tak penah halang kau wtpe.hm xpe la.if that is what u want.aku pergi.kau pergi.and xpe we don't have to meet pada masa yg akan dtg.fuck ar.

speedzone

we went to genting on saturday afternoon and reached there almost like 3 or 4 i guess.andd soo when we reached there we checked in and freshen up.whoaaaaa!!with the amazing view hilang semua masalah im telling u.fckin awesome.baringggg.then tido kejap 5.30 went downstairs,beratur panjang gila to get the tickets.the day before me and bad went to midvly thought of buying the tickets but unfortunately ticket habis.soo padan muka.then we decided to buy at genting and of course the ticket is much expensive then ticket bawah.so xpe xaxau punya pasal.hahahahaha.tak buleh blah.walaweh.ok the day we were about to buy the ticket...after a long q we finally got our tickets.yeay!went to lobby buy something to eat super starving.i bought nasi lemak and chipster and soya.whoa kenyang.took a shower got ready i wore a yellow roxy dress and shoe added glitters on my body i looked superb babyy.went down at 8 something and omgggggggggggggggg the place is so fuckin awesomeeee.yeay!!!and after that...hahaha ada la.ok benda da naik kan apa lagi...haha joget la kau sampai lebam.kin arrived a bit late but i had fun with her and her friends.bad a.k.a icam well he's fine but he never seemed enjoy.kesian dia.tak cukup kot.hahaha cukup ar after i asked syuk to get one for him then he looked even better.dia xaxau lagi best.hahaha.kelakar la.kin kena but suddenly flat sbb syuk cakap tekanan darah diarendah.pity kin.i was there took care of her takut pape jadi but at the same time i had fun.woo hoo!!that's all.ciao!