ting!!!

well let's just skip the part where i was about to tell u what happened on previous blog(over you).hahaha.it's 3 in the morning. i have no idea why i couldn't sleep. i'm exhausted, obviously. been traveling a lot of places these few days. work matter. i'm just so tired . wish i could sleep right now. esok keje pagi!!! kanasai! i'm such a dummy lately, how can i trust someone that i used to trust before? namsayin? walaweh. i've made a hugeeeeeeee mistake. gladly i didn't make it even worst. should have just say no to him. pfft. whatever. he's not my type anyway, i guess he's nobody's type. kahkahkah, wtf? crappingg!! boy he is such an ass u see. i never thought a guy like him u know who looks innocent, fun to be with and sooo kind, so charm, so bla bla bla could tored woman's heart and shreded into tiny pieces and in the end turned out to be dust. sumpah kasihan oh. ish. he'll text whenever he feels like to,and i'm one of his victims too. bodo la aku ni. tapi nasib baik la he asked me to ....... (tak boleh bgthu) then i said i cant. Allah saved me. Alhamdulillah. because on the next day when i text him(thought of lepak with him) he's with someone that i barely knew but i know who she is la, ofcourse. im too desperate to hang out with someone that night. so lantak la. asal kn aku tak ulang balik silap yg aku pnah buat kn?cus if i did then i find out he will hang out with another girl next day.lagi cilake rasenya!bila aku nk tido ni?malowahhh. huwaaaaa aw non liao!wanni thamngan thon chaw kaw mong keng!hew kaw & aw non...oh pai hong nam kon. hahaha that is thai language means (nak tido da!harini keje pagi kul 9.30!lapar & nak tido..oh nk g toilet dulu!hahaha so latisawat(good night) oh sorry it's morning (sawadee thon chaw). off to bed. ciao!

over you

im not in the mood to talk in english cakap melayu je la.nk taip pun mls.nk citer pun mls.everythng mls.sbb xde mood punya pasal.so nnt je la ckp.gila da ni.bye

piex.

leave me alone ok.you've hurt my heart so damn bad.kau bestfriend aku weh.aku tak penah halang kau wtpe.hm xpe la.if that is what u want.aku pergi.kau pergi.and xpe we don't have to meet pada masa yg akan dtg.fuck ar.

speedzone

we went to genting on saturday afternoon and reached there almost like 3 or 4 i guess.andd soo when we reached there we checked in and freshen up.whoaaaaa!!with the amazing view hilang semua masalah im telling u.fckin awesome.baringggg.then tido kejap 5.30 went downstairs,beratur panjang gila to get the tickets.the day before me and bad went to midvly thought of buying the tickets but unfortunately ticket habis.soo padan muka.then we decided to buy at genting and of course the ticket is much expensive then ticket bawah.so xpe xaxau punya pasal.hahahahaha.tak buleh blah.walaweh.ok the day we were about to buy the ticket...after a long q we finally got our tickets.yeay!went to lobby buy something to eat super starving.i bought nasi lemak and chipster and soya.whoa kenyang.took a shower got ready i wore a yellow roxy dress and shoe added glitters on my body i looked superb babyy.went down at 8 something and omgggggggggggggggg the place is so fuckin awesomeeee.yeay!!!and after that...hahaha ada la.ok benda da naik kan apa lagi...haha joget la kau sampai lebam.kin arrived a bit late but i had fun with her and her friends.bad a.k.a icam well he's fine but he never seemed enjoy.kesian dia.tak cukup kot.hahaha cukup ar after i asked syuk to get one for him then he looked even better.dia xaxau lagi best.hahaha.kelakar la.kin kena but suddenly flat sbb syuk cakap tekanan darah diarendah.pity kin.i was there took care of her takut pape jadi but at the same time i had fun.woo hoo!!that's all.ciao!

writting

it depends on my mood . kalau korang perasan la kn . sometimes my u=you , sometimes u=u . tak kisaaa la . walaweh it is me who typing this blog anyway . sometimes my dot dekat sebelah the words but sometimes not . miahaha , best kn kn ? busannnn !!! nurul is waiting for me but im not redi yet . malas nk kuar . typical me . out !

picturesss , idk

if u notice , my pictures are all same . tak kisahh la . asl kn im not fake la babii . 22nd meeting at oscar . can't wait to meet abby, audi, maya, heart 'em . i love my friends . but supervisor meeting is so efin annoying . u have to sit there and take note whatever they say and merepeking . ya Allah tak kuasa mak . haha .but i'm sure with my girls over there , i won't be boring , hee . 24th i will deffntly go . kin will go . icam will go as well . i'm not gonna take those bijik . haha . ima big girl im not stupid . hahahahahahaha . as if ! mom if u read this im so sorry , im not ur lil girl anymore oky . im 21 . plss . can i just have fun before i get married ? i know you'll nag but i'll keep quiet i promise u . i love u maaa .. i seriously do :( well anywaysss , im out . my cat is hungry , tc . bye

icam bodoh

sumpah i hate you !!!! geram geram ! ever since we knew each other u never show the effort to change kn ? *&%^%#^$%R*&^

dead and gone.

what a lame title,haha.nahh u see what i'm trying to say is amin is totally vanish in my heart and so does shapik sudah hilang idk where could he possibly go sbb dia diam without giving me any text.and amin plak.who cares?da taknk so what?but a lot of things i hate about his guy is that he is such a liar.gave hope and leave.byk laa i couldn't even think rte now.i shouldn't trust him u know.frustrated :( but anyway tak kisaaa la.i'm better with my own.and icamm hm idk.biar la kau bertiga aku mls nk layan.grr!

again.......

it was captured by my ex-akim.yeaa it was a old picture but still....i love it :)

hm...i have no idea why i still keep this picture even though it could ruin my relationship with bad.hmm i don't want to be a girl who waiting for a boy to express his feeling towards me.haha obviously im waiting for him..so like..who cares?but u see.. all hopes and dreams that i've been waiting so fuckn long was totally shreded into tiny pieces when i found out that he tries too hard to ignore me.and now i realize that i should just forget him.what past is past let it go.get over it.ugh get a life wawa.u guys are not meant to be together.wouldn't it be awesome great fun or whatsoever that involves with happy ending if we still together like we used to when we were 17.i hate it when i remember those memories.goddddddddddd!!!why is it so hard for me to get over u????this guy named amin.amin burhanuddin bin haris and he's the first guy that open pintu hatiku.ugh what a lame story.walaweh.out la.bye

busted!!damn.

how on earth did she found out my blogspot?soooooooooo busted she's been reading my blog since..since..since i dont know but whenever she's free she'll ask me this and that and this one day she asked me who gave u kebenaran to halal kan ur own mp3 to ur so-called bf?not that she mention so-called bf la kn,i made that up.saje sbb aku bengang.so anyway who gives a fuck?????macam mana boleh kantoi plak my mom bace my blog?????????????????????ya Allah..aku tak pnah sibuk pasal hal dia oh.pasal apa tu u dont have to know la.it's privacy.so get over it.talk about busted.....i caught him took picture with two bithes yg aku tak knal kat johor.pantat la.aku mls nk cite.out

stuck

shit im stuck...and i dont know what to do.mmg aku igt dia tapi everytime aku fikir dia tipu aku..aku jd benci kat dia.aku taknk igt kat dia.dia siapa?dia boleh cari yg lagi better dari aku.kn?i broke up with him..all i want is my mp3 back but im so stupid.know why?sbb aku cakap aku halal kan. damnnnnnnnnnnnnn i love that mp3 so much i would do anything to have that mp3.my dad bought it for me :( and when i have ardy i gave it to someone else that i named a jerk.feels like kicking his balls!hm he's a liar and until i die or dunia kiamat pun i wont forgive him because the fact is he always been lying to me.u know what no matter how bad he hurt me, when he say sorry, i can just forgive him and actually forget whatever things that has happened.ya thats me but now not anymore.the only jalan that i had to do i just did and i wont turning back.i never will!!!!!!!!!1never again!!!aku taknk benda sama jd lagi so i just let him know things that never happen.u see he believed me and im glad that its over between us cus im so sick of all his lies.bad...i just want u to know that i know u dont know this blog anyway but this is where i write my thoughts and how i feel about u..and heyyyyyyy i fucking hate u!!!!!!!!half of me says i love u and half says i hate u.so im sure that one day 100% of me will hate u so much.know why?cs ure a liar and u took my mp3!!!!!!!!!

here i am.stand...alone

now im alone..i dont care cs this is what i want.i still love him..but i guess sampai cni je la.kecewa dgn sikap dia and aku kena buat apa yg aku harus buat.yea i just did last night.mmg kita da tak serasi..what else shud i do?thats the only way...im not in the mood to blogging right now.i love him sampai mati.but at the same time i dont want him.byk benda yg dia tipu aku.tu je satu2 jalan yg aku boleh lepas dr dia.he hurted me.so bad.i cried but he never knew.mmg ni jalan terbaik for us.bim...i hate&love u.but i dont care.i wish u happy all the time.kalau da jumpa gf baru plsssss jgn buat kesilapan masa lalu.dnt u ever lie to her cs she'll find out one day.bye.

R.I.P junior

i miss blogging and i miss junior so much.he died last week and my brother accidentally hit him by car.i cried as loud as i can.i don't care what people might think.my cat died and he's the only one who was so manja with me.r.i.p baby junior.i'm so sorry i couldn't protect u.omg i feel like crying right now.i really cant get over it.i kept thinking about him these days.currently im not feeling very well.i was so tension at my work place.and my workmate was like so bitchy.i know she caught me using my hand phone during my work time but wth?u only caught me for like two or three times only okay?and that doesn't mean i didn't concentrate on my job???jasmine is the eldest front desk at my place.she wrote a report yesterday about me and she said i still didnt show my interest working there and bla bla bla.have u ever look at urself bitch?omg geram gila.i know she's older than me but she is wayy too much okay?u pun ada buat byk salah la weh.cina sialan!!!and even jaya also tak suka kau okay?sedar diri kau tu da tua.sial betul la.i dont care i still want to go to bangsar.i will enjoy my life there.and im sure i will!!!!!i hate jasmine so much and there is no word can express how much i hate her right now.jaya asked me to chill.but i was way too hot that there is no ice can cool me down.nothing.na-da.i wana meet fika.but she balik kampung and tak tahu when she will be free..i hope as soon as possible im afraid i might be busy after this.im going to meet amy this coming thursday.girls day out..im just so sick thinking how to get rid of her(jasmine)nak pergi bangsar cepat2!!!i hate u jasmine.i just hate u!!!

waiting is boring

do u knw how it feels when u have to wait for someone to go out for lepak only?yeaa it bugs the hell out of me that i have to wait for icam.he took one and a half hours to pick me up.which is wtf???im trying to tell myself why dont u go to bed instead of waiting for him?my heart says it right.but hell i refused to do so.he sent a text to me at 11 smthin now is 12.26am which is what taking him so long to get here?berak ke weh?walaweyy.*calling him now.ya no pick up.bgus.oh i give up.ciao!

early in the morning

just woke up now.its 7.40 am.i've tried to wake icam's up but never wake up i guess.dnt know what time he reach home last nite.and so...talk about last nite.i went to bangsar.i met abby at bngsar villge 2.waiting foe her doing closing is like hell.but still okay.i've waited there.haha.abby is cute when i first met her.she's wayyy nice to be with.i went to atika's condo.tgk my bilik.i will share with chia.chia is sabahan.she is so friendly.kalau boleh she wants me to move in next month which is june.i said..nanti ya?i ada byk commitment yangg.promise july ni i masuk keh?and soo she 'sighing' berkali2 cs she wants someone teman her tidur.hahaha.i really had a good time with abby last nite.love u girls.

diut tarak

just got back from my work place.exhausted.its 8.13pm but actually i went back at 6pm but i bought my sister's bday gift,she is so mengada nak jam barbie.igt apa?money banker ke?sepak kang.so yeaaa i did buy foe her.syg adik kan.we will go to kfc afta this.celebrate her bday.nak kfc je.oh well ada duit semua pun jalan.soooooooooooo i really need a bubble bath.will blog later on.bubbye

transformer..

i will transfer to bangsar which is hell yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!i can meet audi beatrice abby maya steph and alllllllllllllllllll.cant even wait to see u girls though.audi i really want to stay with u.tmn universiti is wayy too far from bangsar.thank god ada lrt sng nak g bangsar.touches de siam????i tak nak.i nak thai odyssey bangsar village i nak dgn audi and beatrice instead of working with carmen and yati :( and and touches de siam only have two outlets.which mean i have to choose either oscar centrepoint or bangsar.i better take bangsar kan?ok la.i stay with atika first and later on me audi abby and beatrice will find new home.our home laa..hee shukaa yaw.it 2.16 in the morning still cant close my eyes.junior my cat merengek cus she cant sleep.so do i la...so try to comfort urself and stop merengek would u?!tidur luar nak?

itsssss beeennnn awhileee

since i lasted blogging.well i was busy these few days.had my bad hair day and so on.idk suddenly i cant get my hair done when i was about to go out with my frnd yo.oh before things get a lil confusion here..let me introduce u my boyfriend..his name is badrul hisham.sometimes i call him bad sometimes icam.so these two name kindly take note.hahaha cusss my frnds were asking me who is bad and who is icam.ohh well actually they both r my boo.hahahahah.2 in 1 yo.i was deperately need my mp3 when i had an argument with icam..we always quarrel but we tend to love each other even more.i was tension and my head started to spin around like a huricane.omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!idk.i was thinking to move far away from him.i just dont know.there is something wrong with me which is complicated though.mann i hv to get rid of it or i'll die with it!!!!!!!!!!!!!insane yo.currently im waiting for icam it 3.18am but he still havent arrived yet.where on earth could he be????im out.haus la nk minum sky juice.gahahaha

amoiii

got my hair cut this evening.and owwhh yeaaahh i looked amazing.shukaaa.actually im not in the mood to blogging rtee now.a lot of reason im not in the mood today.but im okay now.hehehe.i went to mamak tadi kan...and there's a few guys there was totally checking me out.they were like..hai amoiii.i was like..im not chinese okay???two of them looks cute but oh well im used to it anywayyy.hahahahaha puhhh leaseee i have a boo2 already..scandal?dont think so though.not good at lying at all.tell u what...once i lie,kantoooi lepas tu.hahahahaha.thats why laa..aku tak berani tipu.susah nk cover.i love my hair yawwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!out!

masyamness..so sorry oh :(

wawa syg icam sgt2.shukaaa hug2.im so sorry whatever happen between us.we fall apart..i know.yeaa.if things didnt work out...im so sorry.but no doubt..loving u is all i want.no one else can replace u yangg.sedih ni.:(

sangat lah boring..

wuv yewww yayang!!!!!!!

selamat tengahari peeps!!!i woke up early this morning,tah pape je then i have nothing to do.and so i felt boring.i decided to wash all my baju yg beterabur didlm bilik ini,but suddenly mls pulak.*sigh.sekarang 11.47am.after this i have to take shower then go to work!!!!!!!!!!mls yaw.tapi nk wat cne if i dont go to work cne nk beli kn my baby hadiah kn?pity baby bad.last time dia tak prnah pun dpt kasih syg aku.now..idk.i started to love him since he said he wants to married me.how sweet.awhhh.we are getting older mann ofcourse la nk kawin okeh?i hate me la tbe2 kacau seorang lelaki that i dont even want to pandang pun.i wish i could turn the time back to the day yg i was about to msg him tu.cilake la aku ni!!!u have a bf already la minah.why on earth la u have to kacau laki lain.stupid stupid!but yeaa i learn from my mistake.this thing drives me crazy.nk call bad.bye.!!!!!!!!

different than others

heyy.i just bought a new contact lense.baby aqua.yeaa my eyes looks different than anyone else.hahahahaha.unfortunately,my eyes feels kinda itchy.mom says "first time mmg mcm tu la wa..kalau xnk pakai bagi ibu pkai.eycehh my mom..suka2 hati dia je yea.its okay.i guess my first time mmg mcm ni.well''i'll get used to it anyway.hahahahah.i love my eyes la!!out!

morning!!

haha.not!!!da tghari da pun.i just woke up.so does bad.ttdo kat umah aku.thank god my parents didnt say anything.shiyett.lapar wehh...bad ni xbalik2 lagi.still waiting for him to blah.isap rokok jap.*sigh.apa la nk jadi isap rokok ni.today i off.so basically i'll be boring at home.my mom just asked me to cook.nk masak apa yea???hm*thinking.masak je la pape.no idea rte now.all i think is what should i buy for bad's birthday gift.haishhh pening pale.im out of here.

my own life

i was raised by my mom and dad.ofcourse!i love them soo much eventhough i tend to hate them.i hate people nagging at me,yeaaa thats me.im not a night person.i dont enjoy at night.i have my own baby boo.and i love him.but idk what is love.odd.yeaa but u see i live my life with my own wayy.i dont care what people say about me and i bet 100% of their story is wrong!!envy me cus u aint me,pfft!i once had my heart broken before and yeaa i cried.i cried as loud as i can.loser..yea i know.and thats why now...hm.wawa seems more careless about her boo.im so sorry bad.i wish i never met u.and awwwhhh my god.what on earth aku cakap ni.i started to merepek right now.haa yaa thats me.i love merepeking.will continue later on.toodles