stuck

shit im stuck...and i dont know what to do.mmg aku igt dia tapi everytime aku fikir dia tipu aku..aku jd benci kat dia.aku taknk igt kat dia.dia siapa?dia boleh cari yg lagi better dari aku.kn?i broke up with him..all i want is my mp3 back but im so stupid.know why?sbb aku cakap aku halal kan. damnnnnnnnnnnnnn i love that mp3 so much i would do anything to have that mp3.my dad bought it for me :( and when i have ardy i gave it to someone else that i named a jerk.feels like kicking his balls!hm he's a liar and until i die or dunia kiamat pun i wont forgive him because the fact is he always been lying to me.u know what no matter how bad he hurt me, when he say sorry, i can just forgive him and actually forget whatever things that has happened.ya thats me but now not anymore.the only jalan that i had to do i just did and i wont turning back.i never will!!!!!!!!!1never again!!!aku taknk benda sama jd lagi so i just let him know things that never happen.u see he believed me and im glad that its over between us cus im so sick of all his lies.bad...i just want u to know that i know u dont know this blog anyway but this is where i write my thoughts and how i feel about u..and heyyyyyyy i fucking hate u!!!!!!!!half of me says i love u and half says i hate u.so im sure that one day 100% of me will hate u so much.know why?cs ure a liar and u took my mp3!!!!!!!!!

here i am.stand...alone

now im alone..i dont care cs this is what i want.i still love him..but i guess sampai cni je la.kecewa dgn sikap dia and aku kena buat apa yg aku harus buat.yea i just did last night.mmg kita da tak serasi..what else shud i do?thats the only way...im not in the mood to blogging right now.i love him sampai mati.but at the same time i dont want him.byk benda yg dia tipu aku.tu je satu2 jalan yg aku boleh lepas dr dia.he hurted me.so bad.i cried but he never knew.mmg ni jalan terbaik for us.bim...i hate&love u.but i dont care.i wish u happy all the time.kalau da jumpa gf baru plsssss jgn buat kesilapan masa lalu.dnt u ever lie to her cs she'll find out one day.bye.